I got word back from the state in one day! about that 200 Proof I
thought I purchased a long time ago. Apparently I was right. They did
sell it at one time so my memory is okay, thanks guys for the doubts
but now you need a special permit and a reason to purchase it.

essence of the email I received, minus phone numbers and what not:

Sorry to say but this product is no longer available to the public.
The only way this is obtainable is if your are a hospital,Dr.'s
office, etc...
And they must apply for a permit to purchase it.
Special Services Department