"Gary" > wrote in message
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> So many friends of mine have died in the last few years, including my own
> DaD a couple of months ago.,
>
> Now it's all over for me. Now, I do give up. Girl that I accidently fell
> in love with 21 years ago, died way too young yesterday morning.
>
> I haven't dated anyone in all those years as I knew if she showed up
> professing her love, I would drop anyone to be with her. In all of those
> years, I've thought of her every day.
>
> I should have said something all those years ago but it wasn't politically
> correct. We really did connect but.... I was always waiting for her to
> make the first move and I suspect she was doing the same.
>
> Now she's gone and I'll always regret not giving it a shot. We could have
> enjoyed 20 years together. And even that we didn't, I so wish I could have
> been there with her yesterday morning holding her hand as she died and
> maybe even telling her how I felt all those years.
>
> Tears in eyes now just writing that. I can say this from experience now...
> the hardest thing to do (or not to do) is to be truly in love with someone
> and not ever be able to tell them that.
>
> I hope I'll do something right in my next life.
>
> Go ahead and joke me now. heheh But do have some sympathy.

I have a great deal of sympathy Gary, it's never easy to lose someone you
care/cared about. Be good to yourself and do something that will make you
feel better, maybe even another ferret to love and care for. Take care.

Cheri