Any *physician* would have to be appalled at your sick chortling over
someone's death.

It raises many disturbing questions and undermines any confidence in your
fitness to serve as a physician.

The destruction of your character is a result of this sick xian fantasy you
wallow in.

You're in the same category as Pat Robertson, who attributed the Kobe
earthquake, with its death and destruction, to god punishing Japan for its
trade surplus with the US.

You are sick.