"Wayne Boatwright" > wrote in message
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> On Thu 02 Apr 2009 05:53:00a, TFM® told us...
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>> "Dimitri" > wrote in message
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>>> "TFM®" > wrote in message
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>>>> would have been 41 today. It's her birthday.
>>>>
>>>> She was an absolute angel in my life. I'm so happy to have had the
>>>> time I did have with her, and I'm so sad that it was cut so short.
>>>>
>>>> Aloha nui loa to all of you,
>>>> TFM®
>>>
>>> Good for you.
>>>
>>> You're sounding better which is what I believe she would have wanted
>>> for you.
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>> I'm feeling better for longer periods of time now. I still see things
>> that wreck me emotionally. I pulled out a DVD the other day that had
>> her handwriting on it. Let's cry for an hour...
>>
>> I understand that's the way it works.
>>
>> TFM®
>
> I have never lost a partner, Alan, but I have lost both parents and
> numerous friends in recent years. Part of my healing was getting through
> the first entire year of holidays, birthdays, anniversaries, etc. Each
> first one was like a punch in the gut.


Her birthday was traumatic for me. I could barely function for a week after
that.

Upcoming are the wedding anniversary (October 16th) and Christmas. I will
never look forward to Christmas again.

TFM®