Skanky wrote:
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>>You're an idiot - an inattentive idiot.
>
> I'm very attentive.

You're confusing "attentive" for "obsessive."

For someone that has an eating disorder, OCD is a way of control
over the person's body and therefore, life. The OCD controls
what kind of food goes in, what shape the food is, the color,
the weight, the amount, what the person does in other areas of
life, and so on. By completing the compulsions, the person once
again feels "safe" or protected... until they have to perform
another task again. Often the two problems - OCD and eating
disorders - are linked through the problem of perfectionism.
It's been said that the compulsive actions are a response to
always feeling that nothing the person does is good enough
(whether it has been or not) which has led them to over
compensate for things.
http://tinyurl.com/8vkpu

Your desire to be a vegan is a pathetic, meaningless gesture to control
your own life. Or in your case, to have a life.